almost a year ago, my ex made a change in career path and moved to indiana for school. Initially we did the whole long distance thing and skyped like 2 hours a day. When he came back for christmas break we had a great time and i was more in love than ever, after all, he told me that I was the only girl he ever dated, and i felt very special for being the only snatcharoo he has ever had. two months into this year he broke it off with me. His parents told him that it wasn't wise to stay with me because theres a possibility he'll get a job in Indiana and perhaps become a hoosier for good, since it's probably easier to get a job in indiana than california. etc. we were in tears while on the phone and we told each other that we probably won't date other people. We still talked for hours every other day after and it really was no different than when we were together. about two months later we stopped talking all that much. We were both busy with school and i finally made some new friends in my new uni. We still message each other every other day on facebook. He is coming back in a week. three days ago we got into some insane and hilarious argument. pretty much k: why are you being such a asshat? r: im a man and i have a big peepee(lol that wasn't what he said but i hate writing it out) k: ive had bigger. r: blah blah blah... (forgot what he said) k:you should watch south park, all male anger stemmed from small peewee complex. and then. no more text. and the next day, he dropped a huge bomb on me. "you weren't my first, lost my virginity to some korean exchange student." and to prove it, he pasted a recent email from her, shes in india? for some internship? something like that. and in the email it explicitly mentioned some roleplay they did, and how he was her first love? WWWWWWAHHH THEEE FACKKKKKKKKKK? then i fact checked by logging into his email account and digging up that email(teehee, silly rabbie for giving me his password, to basically everything) then he told me she was an exchange student and her time in the states was almost up when they met, she brought some alcohol (shes two years older than him) and there goes rabbie's first snatcharoo. he said they were together but it was a disastrous relationship because she spoke little english, and she had some notion that hes suppose to show her around in the states because hes an american, and she eventually left the states. i really didn't think this piece of information will bother me the way it does, since I was far from a uncorked maiden when i met him. i kinda lied to him about my sex life too, but i merely fudged a numbers a little. i still really like him and we kinda rekindled things these past few days, but now i feel cheated? why did he have to lie about that? its just all very wierd and that made me see him in a different light. me confused=( and can't get over it | 
